//a null-god, explained

I pledge my allegiance to the absurd, of the primeval mechanics of phenomenon. & to the lawless, for which we must be; one soul in transduality, multi-reality’d, with experience & autonomy for all. -Amber Renee I am a proud & free-from-worry atheist. I smile at the word. Why? The pride I have found is unbound.Continue

&,, exact situation repeated,,, 2018

June 1, 2016 Wow world. //so I’m sitting here (1244 at night) all wide eyed & depressed-like, right? & I’m writing. & I’m outside. Man, though, am I inside this little description I’ve got going on. Inside the words. I feel them dainty & honest, (gross, unnerving). Frank without being dry. [a painting of aContinue

through the mind,, ,

I feel like a lonely island, we’re all lonely islands and nobody knows. //We see each other’s smoke signals & call it humanity. //We see each other’s smoke signals & claim to know the archaic souls blowing the embers up to animation, but we can only guess through the fire’s dance. I believe we areContinue

handwritten notes will never go out of style, ,,

PERSONAL NOTES TAKEN WHILE READING “THE DIVIDED SELF” BY R.D. LAING ~  click individual pictures below to read highlights * to be perused at leisure & pondered on * * Clarification write up to follow * * as soon as I get it together *

thoughts on THOUGHTS, pt.s 1-3

THOUGHTS ON THIS MOST RECENT EPISODE is a collection of poems written by myself that deal with the incredible feelings I was subject to during an episode lasted at least 4 months. During this time I was near-crisis & agitated, miserable, depressed & hyperactive, isolating & quiet, creative, all-knowing, angry & The Void Herself allContinue

0’s & 1’s

Infinity is just one yin & yang y’know? I guess you could call it Zero & One. —Those are composite reality anyway. “Zero” & “Not Zero” Ahh, an existence that never was, forever & ever. // with room to roam, singularly alone, &, you know, the stars liked that about their home. See, they weren’t reallyContinue