))) ) Sadness is illusion as happiness is illusion. (Does deep burning anguish bring illumination to the soul?) (??) The all is false, for the all is mind. It’s in this universe of illusion that we’re bound to perform. ////// Souls matter…. Tears splatter / against warm cheeks, our bodies, mere modes of transportation. StrungContinueContinue reading “meditative poetry on existence, sin, & the nonexistence of both,,,”
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Poem: I feel so much us connected
I feel so much us connectedthe thoughts of the ancestors & genes, our omnipotent mind. / There is somethingpast bone which is calling me home & it’s not inthis body of mine… Which is really // the onlyreason for this earth-time,,, business (as usual). Comparing to prove it: a bard’s lyrical linescan say nothing moreContinueContinue reading “Poem: I feel so much us connected”
2020
Letters to the World1/1/20 As I stare at my phone, listening to music in my car on this first day of the year, waiting to enter my assigned nanny case of the day…… I’m caught by this dear diary entry I found dated October of 2019. Does deep painful anguish bring light? I feel this,ContinueContinue reading “2020”
Notes: Consciousness & the Brain
Clawing my way from the depths. Too busy breathing, can’t talk.//Just books, just thoughts. SOME NOTES WHILE READING THE BOOK “consciousness & the brain” BY STANISLAS DEHAENE As far as current masking experiments in neuropsychology have shown: Sight enters the eyes & is streamed forward into the brain, & so forces the brain to decipherContinueContinue reading “Notes: Consciousness & the Brain”
//a null-god, explained
I pledge my allegiance to the absurd, of the primeval mechanics of phenomenon. & to the lawless, for which we must be; one soul in transduality, multi-reality’d, with experience & autonomy for all. -Amber Renee I am a proud & free-from-worry atheist. I smile at the word. Why? The pride I have found is unbound.ContinueContinue reading “//a null-god, explained”
Dissociated Writing Piece,,
It’s a terrible bless,, // being so vulnerably packed, crammed impossible tight inside this 4-limbed beast & with skin! caught by the trap of desire. Dionysus applauds. Did I ask for this? The (mine, I forget to think) skin colors ,, mark mine in submission. Earthy brown, / tinges of red. Blood! the great equalizerContinueContinue reading “Dissociated Writing Piece,,”
identity pride //
I’ve never celebrated a pride month. See, I’ve always identified with my assigned birth gender, a she/her woman & I’ve always assumed I was straight. Why not? I have no desire to touch or even see a boob. I have no place in pride spaces, I’d thought. (& pretty much still do. Yikes.) Background:: IContinueContinue reading “identity pride //”
, ,i’m in it ,
So it’s 9a on a show day. & I’m due to perform at the Tattooed Mom tonight in Philly. (EXTRA EXTRA STEP RIGHT UP: | DOORS 7PM | FREE POETRY EVENT,, hint: shameless self promotion.) But I’m weary from standing in this grey & electric hail storm called life, immobile & slow while just nextContinueContinue reading “, ,i’m in it ,”
Zen Ramblings ‘ “
:: The following is a diary entry made by a teenaged me. (So keep that in mind.) The instructions I have left myself, knowing & not knowing about my muddied mind & how it would never hold the memories, here are simple. A sort of fake it till you make it. //Habits form & muscle memory makesContinueContinue reading “Zen Ramblings ‘ “”
through the mind,, ,
I feel like a lonely island, we’re all lonely islands and nobody knows. //We see each other’s smoke signals & call it humanity. //We see each other’s smoke signals & claim to know the archaic souls blowing the embers up to animation, but we can only guess through the fire’s dance. I believe we areContinueContinue reading “through the mind,, ,”
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